The last time I remember being thin was when I was 7 years old.
Do I blame my parents for my obesity? Do I think they could have stopped it?
I wish my parents would have stopped this from happening but at the same time- I was doing some things when I couldn’t have been monitored. I still do.
I have never been out on a date. Never been kissed. Definitely never had a boyfriend. Part of it is because I DON’T WANT SOMEONE WHO WANTS ME LIKE THIS. If he loves me for how I am right now, that’s great that he’s a nice guy, but I want a guy that wants me to be sexy and wants to be sexy himself.
This tumblr is for me. If I get no followers, that’s fine. If I get 4000 followers, that’s fine too. If other people would like to be a part of my journey- follow me.
I am losing more than half of myself and gaining so much from it.